I really don’t like how this is going. I don’t know why I’m feeling kinda down lately. I felt like I just saw a glimpse of heaven and being on earth is just so dead crappy. I felt like going to heaven straight away, like as soon as I saw that glimpse. I just really wanted more of the awesomeness I saw before my eyes. Yet, it was so far from me. It vanished before my eyes. And now that I realize I still have a long way to go before reaching heaven, I feel like giving up halfway. I feel like the battle has been lost. I feel like time is just catching up too fast with me. I feel like time has been speeding too fast and I’ve got left behind, in the past.
I just want to live in the present situation.
I want my present.